Fuck that.

maybe im just not good enough and maybe i never will be.

i cant remember the last time i went a day without some kind of pain in my body. i  feel like its a bad thing that my wrist pops when i type.. and then there is the grinding in my shoulders.. my hips like to lock up. my back just always hurts.. yep the littled added bonuses you dont ask for from wrestling. cant say i wouldnt do it all over again. miss wrestling like crazy best and worst part of the last 3 years :)

getting tired of not being able to sleep.